that girl
it was nice to see that girl again.
she changed, she´ll be a mother soon
but somehow she is still the same 
The High Priestess
After like… 20 minutes or so, just lying next to her, hugging, I saw my arms glowing. White and cloudy… moving… beautiful…
If this is not a rapid result, what then?
Isn’t this, what I always wanted?
Why did I see that with her? Why don´t I see that with other people?
When I think of her (when I think about situations…) there seems to be a great potential of energy lying within the two of us which can be seemingly set free (when I think of my living room, it still makes me shiver…), or more accurate: can be unleashed when both of us agree to.
Sadly, after one or two moments that I appreciated, that I found magic, that gave me a glimpse of that hidden power, she didn’t seem to be in for more. I don´t really get why… maybe, my view on the matter is different from hers.
Maybe she can provoke such energy in anyone.
Maybe this is nothing special to her.
Well, to me it was… and still is. At least I know now, that people can be catalysts.
I guess I will now look for another one.
One that is willing to push me up to higher levels.
One that is willing to let me push it to higher levels.
This is just synergy… but at its best….
Things can be so simple…
